I know my happiness is full of trash
I took a pauper’s oath
And those shocking barbiturates
Never gave up the hope

I guess everything is canceled now
Including me and you
If you’re looking for exit strategies
I can give you a clue

Secrets of our past
Will change our future now
And I don’t have the inclination
To stay and be found out

Guessing anyone can wind up here
Question is can they leave
You love to talk about all you’ve seen
Why aren’t you seeing me

How much of this is memory
And how much of this is lies
We were making up our histories
Over a bottle of wine

Secrets of our past
Will change our future now
And I don’t have the inclination
To stay and be found out

Yes I’m gonna throw a party now
Here at the end of meaning
I wanna spend time in that soft world
And stay uncomprehending

I need some data on your mental health
Now that both of us are lying
How can you stop a reoccurring dream
If we don’t bother trying

Secrets of our past
Will change our future now
And I don’t have the inclination
To stay and be found out